you feel you have so much love in you to give
and you have given the best that you could
but you need to feel that you're loved in return
you need to feel that you make him happy
that you're enough

do they love him as much as you do?
would they love him as much as you have?

sometimes the heart does grow tired of waiting, hoping...

Emptiness is a long story
that swallows up heaven and earth.
A splash of ink turns into two dragons.
Stray clouds become an azure dog.
Lurking in my bowl: mountains, rivers.
Wheeling through my breast: a sun, a moon.

- Shih-shu

the people you love, the people you care most about, are also the ones that hurt you most...

you're drowning in these thoughts again...
they run in circles in your mind, and you keep getting lost..